You are exhausted from trying to do faith correctly.
Say the right things.
Feel the right emotions.
Appear strong and consistent.
It can be tiring.
And God never asked you to carry faith like this.
Faith was not meant to be a performance.
It was meant to be a relationship.
God is not impressed by how well you appear to believe.
He is drawn to honesty, not perfection.
You do not need to prove your devotion.
You do not need to hide your weariness.
God meets you when you stop trying so hard to impress Him.
Rest is allowed.
Grace is available.
And faith does not require constant effort to be real.